Dear xRainstormx -

From my POV and experience you cannot change as of yet nor are the medicines working, for you still have to many unresolved wounds running around inside of you.... your inner energy is stuck on hurt, therefore, you cannot start to heal.

........................................................ Does that make sense?


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

My best BOOK that I like to recommend to others in situations like you are having is:
Feeling Buried Alive Never Die (by: Karol Truman)

LINK: http://www.booksamillion.com/ncom/bo...pid=0911207023