(((Open))),
Thank you. At this point I don't think there are anymore right answers. I try and continue to fail. I'm just so tired.
Between my ex, relations with my mother, and confronting my childhood I have become tired, overwhelmed, I am reaching that state of "numbness".
I have no more friends, by choice (with the exception of one person), and meeting new people seems so hard to do. Working, raising my son, while looking for a "real job" in my industry has and is taking its toll on me. My thereapist retired so I think its time to start looking for a new one. I can't do this anymore.
I am alone. I have to find I way to deal with this for my son. I will contine to try but I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I am so very tired. I have my son and I love him. That must be my motivating factor to go on...to try...to continue.
I can't give up. It's not an option. I'm just so tired! I just want peace.