Thank you Open,
Yes, I did have a very good T, who worked and specialized in abuse and PTSD and FULLY understood the pathology of my ex (we worked together for a year before he retired). He retired around 3 months ago. My dx was PTSD..who knows, maybe I do need an SSRI, instead of the just the axiety meds. Regardless, I need to find another T. Maybe a womens support group wouldn't be such a bad idea either, my T had wanted me to go to one but I didn't..
Thank you
Hugs,
Cotton