you see! you just did it again! I'm sitting here thinking why does she think she's so awful??? It's like someone saying with absolute conviction the sky is green. I'm looking at the same sky and I'm trying really hard to see the green but I don't see it. It's blue dammit! lol...

YOU ARE NOT A PRETTY AWFUL HUMAN BEING!!! You're actually pretty wonderful. If you can't see that yet okay, but at least try to be neutral about it.