I know how it feels to not be wanted or loved. Everyone I seem to come in contact with leaves me sooner or later. My last two boyfriends cheated on me and the last got a girl pregnant while we were still together. I also don't have kids, and I'm almost 40 and feel like that ship has set sail. I'm also a newly diagnosed diabetic so I've even been questioning myself more why I am even here. I feel I have no purpose. It's getting harder and harder as time goes by......