Ive been with one guy. I was 21 yr old. We were engaged. Now im 25 yr old. Wish I were still a virgin. so many regrets... U have waited this long and I encourage u to wait til honeymoon. Its an awesome experience and that should only be shared with someone that you are married to. Once you have sex, you have an emotional connection with them always (even though I dislike him very much and we have both moved on 2 years ago). Sex is a very special thing shared between 2 people. Theres nothing bad or wrong or gross about it in the right context.