As a child of 7 my first exposure to porn was highly disturbing. I was in a local corner shop and some inconsiderate dolt had left a magazine within reach of my ever curious hands, i.e. on the bottom shelf.
Seeing something unfamiliar and forbidden I naturally opened it up and was presented with images of transexual males legs spreadeagled. This would not have been especially traumatic (I wouldnt have realised I was looking at men) had it not been for the fact that they were not post op - the scrotums were still attached to the vagina.
For an adult even the words exact disgust but for a child... the vagina itself is visually stunning if I consider it as an artist but as a man there is absolutely no sexual attraction for me.
Clearly this experience coloured my adult perception and this is a heartbreaker for me. I am deeply deeply romantic and sex for me is beyond carnal so the fact that that such a vital part of my lover holds absolutely no fascination for me is a huge...blow
I need a solution. Its been 12 years or so now and thankfully my brain compensated by transferring the attraction to other areas. However that isnt acceptable to me. The female body is a playground - every inch of it should be loved.