Ive had the same tging happen to me as well. I have noticed, and noted with ts and pdocs that my hallucinations and all are at their peak at high stress times. But we can not control when bad things happen. Granted we can learn how to better react to stressful events, but i just assumed that seeing things would happen no matter my mental state, to some degree. Perhaps because the doctors have said it can not be cured with out medication.
I mean i dont know if im just crazy or what, but if i tried to, i could force mild hallucinations. Which i dont typically do, but they are just so normal for me, i dont think twice about them. And ive learned over time that they can be self induced. Like small things, the floor moving, the walls breathing (not talking about with drug use or anything) things small like that. But i dont intentionally bring them about, fearing they may make me worse. Would even the hallucinations such as these go away after healing from psychosis? Most arent too worrisome, i just blow it off, the shadows, full figured beings i see qnd tactile hallucinations that worry me
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