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Originally Posted by My kids are cool
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I just knew, from how supportive, kind and understanding you are on here that you were not going to be able to NOT see your father, in light of his sincere effort. You have been an amazing source of support and inspiration for me on here. I am sorry things are so difficult for you right now and if there's anything I can do to help, I will.
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Thanks for saying that. It's been a privilege to bear witness to your journey as well. I really needed a boost. I had the dad thing on Saturday, and I got in a fight with my partner on Sunday (which is really rare). So, I just feel kinda emotionally exhausted today. I had T today, and she said some of the same things you did. I need to hear it cuz I feel the pull of depressive self-hatred trying to suck my feet into a spiraling black hole, and God help me, part of me just wants to surrender. What is up with that part?
Sh it, I need to meditate. Thankfully, I've got another T appt. on Friday, and my last final exam is tomorrow, so it'll help to have some of that stress off.
Thanks to everyone who replied for your support.