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Old Jun 18, 2012, 05:24 PM
ifeelfailureoften ifeelfailureoften is offline
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Originally Posted by Dos3512 View Post
Depression alone is bad enough when people arent there for you. But y do i insist on pushing people away when i get depressed. Then i come on here for support instead. It makes no sense. Dont get me wrong the forums are great but it really isnt a support for real life support of family and friends. I struggle to stay awake much less go out ... maybe thats whhy i push people away? I dont know just some random thoughts.
Yes, you are right. Depression all by oneself is bad enough. It is normal to push people away when you are in a bad mood. Perhaps you are like me, more easier to feel anonymous and type on a computer than communicate your feelings in real life. Many people are like me, I tend to think. I don't see what's wrong with coming onto this site, why would they make this site if we weren't allowed to go on and do that, write on here and communicate with others. It should help us. Maybe not everybody even has a supportive family. So that would then make sense, right? Why would we be on here if we had family to go to? It's hard to trust people to say for those who are "friends" how do you trust them? I don't put much if any trust in other people I see around me in real life. Are you truly depressed if you can just easily go to your family or group of friends for support then come on here? That is what I personally don't get.