everyone that just posted above me is right on.

yes its misunderstood. yes the media feeds us BS. and yes firebird some are like you when coherency can go off and on.

mine goes off and on i think. i THINK. i require people to tell me. usually online because i..you know..i rarely venture out my house n stuff.

but you know what i mean?

thing is. im told this sometimes ONLINE.
but how i type is not even how i TALK IN REAL LIFE!
most people dont understand me. not because im you know speaking world salad type stuff (which is incoherence) but because my ability to express myself is very very tough for me. so my speech is skewed..fast..and idk how to explain it. unless you think this is bad. well my speech is worse. i think the doctors said semantic paraphrasia. i had to regoogle that. but i got it now.

please dont say "thats impossible" or "that makes no sense". ok? because i dont know why it is either anyway.