I wish i had an answer for u. I don't have anyone around me that understands how i feel or think. I always get "get over it". But u have can to the right place, there r tons of people that understand what u Feel! I feel like if people around u don't want to understand what's going on with u then maybe there not really your friends. Have you tried to find someone to talk to like a therapists or a parent/family Member? There's lots of help and resources here, i hope u can find what your looking for. Best wishes