Sounds like you are doing so well. Congratulations on that. It's hard for me to be thankful for DID right now even though T has said if my brain had not done what it had, I would have been dead or at the very least, very crazy.

I don't have enough memory to see the big picture of who I am yet, but there are pros and cons to it that I see now. There is a part of my brain that organizes and cleans and while it doesn't happen unless I am too overwhelmed to do it (which makes sense I guess), coming back and finding things done is a relief. But, at the same time, it's hard to miss events in the lives of my children.

Good luck on your journey.