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Jun 18, 2012, 11:58 PM
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: upside down
Posts: 54
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   So when does this **** end. Well oviously it dosn't end for some people so what do you do to keep yourself togeather. Well I have been trying to do the best that I possibly can but I think I have hit the dirt again and this time have no clue if I will be able to pick back up again. Not only looseing my significant other but my friend a dog and now my father is sick with lung cancer. Now after today we found out he has a tumor of cancer on his brain so what do I do watch a fourth die since febuary till now? I don't think I can handle another and survive it I haven't even got over the first what the HELL. looseing one but looseing three and now looking at a fourth. I just am starting to think you can hang on for so long before you realy crumble. I am so confused right now and I feel all I have ever done is helped loved given and everything else I could do to help so I don't understand the punishment ive been receiving lately. I miss my significant so bad I havent been able to mourn her much less the rest because of trying to keep the kid's going and now my mother wow THIS JOB SUCKS I do not like it at all and do not whan't it. COWBOY1. 
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