Velcro003, i must say our problems seem very similar. At the moment i am really concidering being asexual. Intimacy really freaks me out. If i have any trauma that might be the reason for this it is either my relationship with my mother or my early sexual experience, bu i remembre having this problem years befor i lost my verginity. ( for the last 10years i had sex like once and dont plan on having any more any time soon.)

thank for opening here. I think it is very sensitive subject. i might send a pm later but im working at the moment.

also i would be hapy to hear fr u if u ever resolve your issue.