i know that everyone has to have a certain amount of sleep per night to function well. even though you don't get to see your bf very often, could you make sure that you get X hours of sleep per night? is the staying up all night his/yours/bothyours idea? i'd hate to lose a job because i was staying up all night to be with someone.....even someone that i loved.

i'm sorry that you have family problems. do you see a therapist? it would probably help you to find someone to talk IRL with. good luck, pat