Hi Angelmarie,
Please do not give up. I understand you are on disability; however, you can make some money and it will not affect your eligibility. Three websites exist in which you can earn legit money working online. I suppose you will have to email me so that I may tell you about them since the rules are against me posting them. Not only will this give you a better sense of accomplishment but also perhaps a way out of your terrible situation. TAKE BACK YOUR LIFE!! You can do it. Just take it one day at a time!

Many people in our lives will attempt to bring us down; that does not mean we have to let them. If someone is not there for me (moral support wise), then I just write them off. They would have wasted my time anyhow. Some of us on here are for you and others. We need to stick together to get through this. Best of luck!