I retook the test and pretended I was back at the time where I felt the absolutely worst. I was basically non functional. I never got out, never cleaned, didn't eat unless my friend cooked, days just passed by and all I felt was an endless torment day and night and nothing ever made it better part from a few short breaks of hypomania. I forgot how to pay bills so I was always behind. I forgot how to do most everyday things. All I wanted was be gone.
I filled out the test according to how I felt then and still I get 100 points.
Still, with very severe depression, non functional, just feeling pain... i get 100.
I guess that is how life is supposed to be???????
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