I would think carefully about why you want to go there before you do. You should think about all the possible outcomes for visiting that place, and you should be okay with all of them before you decide to go. If possible it might be a good idea to take an understanding friend or family member with you, to make sure you stay safe?
I visited one very bad place from my past, but I visited because the building had burned down. It was okay, but it didn't feel good the way I thought it would to see the building destroyed. I felt the same.
Whatever you decide, I hope it will turn out well for you. Please take care. Thank you for sharing this.