Talked to T today and he helped me with some childhood memories that produced the same feeling as these flashbacks. I don't know if it is connected to the ect nightmares, but it is a start. Sadly he goes on vacation for two weeks so I won't see him till July 11.

There is a lack of response here which tells me that this doesn't happen much. I am the queen of weird reactions to treatments. I hope I can get through the rest of my treatments because I am starting to notice small positive differences and I want to continue treatment.

I just don't want to be traumatized by my treatment.