I agree with farmergirl - if you're not ready, you're not ready. Especially with such a long gap between sessions. Don't put pressure on yourself to do it. You're really very courageous for going deep with therapy because it can be incredibly difficult and painful. If you can manage the homework later, fine, but if you just can't right now, then let it go. You could always do it at a future date, right? Maybe when there's a shorter time between sessions when you and T can work through what comes up.

Just offering hugs and I hope posting here helps until T gets back.