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Originally Posted by George H.
The fact that the thoughts are so disturbing to you says a lot. I don't think anyone who truly wanted to do those things would be so distraught over the thoughts. I'm guessing that you haven't mentioned this to your therapist. He/she should be able to help you get some insight on this. Nothing new is going on...no new meds or anything?
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No new meds, nothing. I can't really recall how long this has been going on. I don't have OCD (that I know of) so I don't understand why I'm having these thoughts. The thing that is so disturbing to me is what happened when I was little. Why would I hurt a poor animal? What the hell is wrong with my head?
I definitely will bring this up in therapy even if I'm afraid of frightening her with that particular memory. I've been ashamed of that for years and have never mentioned it to anyone.
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