I am struggling with the same thing. However my situation is a bit different in that after 8 months of hard work and success, my T is leaving to go to another practice. I thought we would be able to make a kind of smooth transition but as of today I get the feeling she has already checked out emotionally and dealing with other things.
I dont know what to do now in that I dont have anyone IRL to talk to and I am having a rough time.
When I initially caught on that she was leaving I felt horrible. But I got through and decided to push on and have a proper good bye.
Now though I realize it is up to me to find someone else and to trust myself enough that I will find another good T.
Every T is different I guess in how they go about termination.
What helps me a little is that my T told me EVERYONE (even our Ts) have at least 2 dx! That is why our Ts have their own Ts!

Maybe ours are struggling with their own dx saying good bye.

((((Rose))))!,