[quote=GypsyRosalie;2404970]Hi everyone. I'm Emberlynn, part of the GypsyRosalie system...

Everything is really falling down. We participated in a wedding recently and that went smoothly. Then we got a call for an interview at the Buckle store in town. Interview will be sometime after the 25th of this month....

But now the body has this rash on the back, right above bra-level that is only consistent with one diagnosis that recently broke out at the mother's work-place. If this is what is wrong with us, we won't be able to work at Buckle, we won't be able to touch the children, the husband will have to take a leave of absence at work so the children can be taken care of without getting ill...

Everything was looking great and now.... My world is fallling apart again. None of this is okay in any way.... Oh and if no one else has told PCWorld... husband is set for Army National Guard deployment in April for 1 year. Nothing is working out right. This whole mess is tearing us into pieces (which sounds ironic, I know, since we are already pieces) and idk how new alters develop, but it really feels like someone or something is coming or forming.... some thing is so definitely off.....

And this all just sucks and typing this out was supposed to help and it hasnt and it just makes me feel like a whiny child like ive always been made to feel like i am and i dont like this and i just dont wanna deal with anymore but thats what im here for to deal with things cas cant and i know i have to but im a quiet and shy and sweet person and these things are making me sad and bitter (((( Emberlynn)))) let us know how things turn out.I wonder too if your finding alters that have been hiding and something has happened that's brought them to the surface....when ever I hear,feel,notice or scene a "new " presence" I ask inside "who are you?" Whats your name?," how old are you?"...you know just like meeting someone new for the first time." Most of my alters have a job,a memory,or just information.See if you can check inside or have a community meeting to see whats going on inside.Any way I know it's easier said then done, we are here for you...pc is a great place to deal with stuff!!!! I know ....life