Thank you SO much you guys. It's the same feeling I get when I watch those shock videos on the internet...I don't know why I do it, but I do. Shock and horror and disbelief as to how someone could ever be so cruel. Even reading about the video "3guys1hammer" made me feel sick. All I could think is that something like that could happen to my dad, or someone I care about. The victim in that video was a man in his 40s, so I guess that's why I worried about my dad.

I will definitely update this after my appointment. Stay tuned.