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Old Jun 19, 2012, 10:22 PM
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When I first started in therapy, my depression was so bad & I was totally suicidal......I had one psychologist in the area that my insurance made me go to. I finally got a pdoc in the area & then he thought it would be good for me to go to this other psychologist who did some sensing stuff with the computer. Can't even remember what it really was that he was doing, but he was holding down 2 places where he was doing his psychology practice. His big thing he kept saying for the few times I went to him was that he would see me through until I got better & he wouldn't leave me......within a month, he was no longer having his practice in my location & the drive was far to get to where his other practice was & he never answered his phone.....just was never available to make an appointment with. I had been in & out of the hospital so much at that time, I have no idea where it fell in the whole scheme of my therapy treatment......but what did stick with me was that I hated when people made false promises when they know in the back of their mind that they have something else going on even if it may or may not work out....you don't go around making promises when other possibilities you know about are there that will take you away.

Those words, "I'll never leave you" are words I just let blow away anytime I hear them now.....I know it's not true & things happen.....no guarantees in life.
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