I know I don't know what she's thinking but I do this a lot. Because in my head, how could the words mean anything else? In my head it's as clear as glass. The only way it could be clearer is if the window was open, but even with the glass there I can see the trees on the other side. Oh I know I know I know it's not actuality.

But I also don't want to tell her. Because I don't want her to see how insecure I am. Insecurity is akin to vulnerable and knowing that would make me attackable.


Thanks for replying everyone