I have gone thru psychic deaths. Where I have felt like I "died" when I was physically still alive. When I had a mental breakdown in 1996 and when my aunt passed away in 2009. I could not believe I was alive and had the feeling, both times that I was waiting for death to happen.

Lately, I've been wondering if things are going to get really bad in the world and in my health, physical and mental. Esp after my aunt died, I have feared my mortality.

Yes, I have that feeling a lot.

And I just live as best I can every day.

It's scary. I feel similarly.

thanks,

Billi