Hi Fourwalls...sorry to hear what's been going on with you. Are you taking anything for this right now? You mentioned having your meds withdrawn...did they offer you any substitutes? You also mentioned going to AA and NA. That was great news. I don't know much about PTSD treatments but i encourage you to try anything that's suggested. If you don't understand things about it tell them and they'll make sure you do. Just be as open as you can when you're sharing your story and experiences. That helps them make the best decisions on how to better help you. Don't hesitate to ask them any questions. The more you're informed makes things easier too.

Don't forget what you've learned about the substance abuse stuff Fourwalls. If you ever need to, make sure you get in touch with AA/NA again. Drugs and alcohol can be a coping mechanism but it's the wrong one for sure. What you get in therapy might take you longer to feel better but in the long run its results are not so damaging. I hope you get some sleep soon. I tend to run on empty at times as well.

Keep yourself well and I'll try to read your posts anytime as long as I'm online. Take care for now and I hope you can wind down enough for a good rest soon. Nice to meet you as well.