Ending with my T has been difficult. Something is going on in her personal life as well as the fact that she is moving to a new practice. I have been left to sort this out for myself. I dont want to text her or bother her because I get the feeling she is also having a hard time. We kind of set the stage to say farewell at our last two sessions so if we dont see each other again I will be ok with that. I know we wish eachother well. I feel like I am the grown up in all of this. Kind of unprofessional of her but I also know we are both doing our best. Thankfully at our last session when we were wrappping up the hour I thanked her so much and told her that i felt i was a better person for working with her. We gave each other a big hug.
I think if we are going to move on that was the best way we could have done it.
And I can talk about my feelings of continued abandonment and mistrust with my next T as this is an example.