Thanks for the advice guys....I went to my T last night and admitted to her that I have not been taking my Wellbutrin, my Levoxyl (thyroid medicine) or my birth control. The BC and the L are forms of hormones, so she said that could mess with my emotions as well. I have not been on the levoxyl for a twisted reason. I have Hypothyroidism, but I react the opposite of most people with this, instead of gaining weight when off meds, I lose a lot. I am not overweight now, i can recognize that....but i just wanted to lose some weight before the wedding....the BC same thing, when on BC I tend to have more carb cravings and stuff...so i went off of it. (my fiance cant have kids) But when I am not on the BC I get periods like every 20 days, so that gets real old real quick. So blah blah tears tears , end of session....I took my meds today. I just have to take it one day at a time. My fiance was really upset that I have been doing all this "behind his back" but he said he is not mad, just sad...which makes me sad... I will try to stay on it all and just start exercising more. (5'6" I know I'm not fat...I just feel fat....)