I had a great session today and really made progress, it took a lot out of me but that means it's working so i don't mind. Even he noticed that i took a huge risk talking to him today and told me he was so proud and never thought i'd get to this point, this year anyway. Made me laugh i told him if he ever wants me to do something that will help but i don't want to, tell me that because i will go out and do it. Reverse psychology really works with me.
Anyway half way through he tells me we have 1 more session until he is away for 2 weeks and i was like wow...that's great you look like you need a holiday listening to me once a week as a joke and he just laughed, i can't believe how well i reacted! I'd usually gone into melt down but i just got it. Progress!