OMG, I have been reading all the comments from eveyone. I am 59 and have diagnosed with BP 10years ago. I am still trying to get into the right medication. So I seem stable but there is a lingering depression. Want to get into the right medication, getting a new Dr. and hopefully that will help. I am happy to be on this board and write what I am feeling but also to read what everyone is going thru. It sure helps knowing that I am not alone. Thanks everyone.