lola, not posting as much anymore. it a bad spot.

but please don't give up on you. take a break, breathe.
but unfortunely i have found not alot of people understand
this battle unless they have been there. it is hard and sometimes
feels never ending. like i have been dropped in quicksand. but we
have to fight for ourselves. right now, i am working on keeping my 22 year old son alive, no time for me. but i will get back there. do what you must, but don't forget who is most important in this battle, LOLA IS IMPORTANT, LOLA MATTERS, I CARE ABOUT LOLA!

sending safe hugs