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Thanks you guys, and I'm sorry for taking over the thread! I think he was saying he would be "p*ssed" because he often states that schizophrenia is treated with medication over therapy, I would be on meds for the rest of my life, perhaps I'm a case he's trying to crack, and perhaps he would be angry that therapy wouldn't help but... It kind of puts a lot of pressure on me to prove my DID over schizophrenia so I don't make him mad. And proving the DID makes it go into hiding even more so.
I feel really pressured to do and say what he wants to hear now, if I don't I feel like I'm not going to get the actual therapy I need. And will be forced back on meds, the meds that make me ten times more psychotic. Meds are horrible for me. I can tolerate the hallucinations, I can tolerate quite a bit, but not while I'm on meds. But if he does learn that I am truly schizophrenic as well as DID, I may just get thrown back into the meds, that's how he's making it sound
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