At the clinic I am at, he's a therapist but in that clinic I also see a psychiatrist. I only see her once every 6 weeks but him on a weekly basis, perhaps he's concerned that if it is schizophrenia, she'd become my main source of therapy/psychiatry, I'm not sure. But I don't understand why he continues to say "If it's schizophrenia", I don't understand why the DID would be ruled out, thus causing these dissociative problems to not get help in order to help the psychotic symptoms?! Like in the DID forum, it's like if I get one label they insist on pushing the other to the side, when in reality my symptoms, not my title are the problems. It's a hard fact, but it's a fact the I have dissociative disorder, but it seems that if I have a psychotic disorder as well, as many doctors have said over the years, that I will be forced into the med world, the place that really really is bad for me.
But I'm going to stop posting my problems in this thread, I've taken it over and really didn't mean to. It helped me being in here, thank you all. I'm just gonna go back to my little journal type thread in survivor forum. Thanks a million everyone (((all))) you all have been so incredibly helpful and wonderful
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