I have gone through allot the last year. I turned twenty four and got married and by the time I turned twenty five I was divorced.
I have in the last year had to truly find myself and a part of me feels like I just can not. I was told I compensate by having the new car, buying myself a house and just moving on. Everyone has also told me that you should be heart broken over the split, but how can you when he has moved on. Anyway yesterday I went to him for help with one of my classes and he was there with lets just call her M in the bedroom. I sat on the chair because M sister and another girl was there, and I did not want them thinking I am bitter, so I sat pretended to watch tv with them while in the background I heard the two of them laughing. I do not know why I do it to myself try an even have a friendship. I need advice is a I lack complete self esteem and feel i need him in my life.
b I am just to caring and try and believe he needs me in his life.
c I just hope for the best with everyone.
I left the situation feeling bad. I did not want him to feel awkward or myself so I just left. I really want to hear some one elses point of view maybe i just am to hard on myself and have to take the good days with the bad. please offer some advice.