HI,
I barely make it through everyday, I think, I mean it feels that way, I was in the hospital april-may, it feels like any day I could go back, but I have been safe for most of may and june so far, i know how you feel I think, i hate to ever presume That, cuz we are all unique in our own way and I dont want to down play our struggles and it sounds like it is pretty bad right now. there are people here though, unlike the general masses, people like us that care about you, i hope you can hang on, i keep telling myself maybe it will get better, like maybe i'll win the ***king lottery or something and then I can buy a horse and move out of this tiny sweltering hot apt that makes me itch b/c lately ive become allergic to heat:, you never know