Sabrina, I can't find word to say how sad it makes me--both for you and your mom--that this whole thing couldn't have been the ascending-experience it looked like it was going to be in the beginning. All these twists and sets-backs, so discouraging & exhausting.
Love and gentle hugs, dear friend. Night or day look across "our" ocean & know I'm thinking of the two of you.

Roadie