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Oh I bet. Since you are co con is there any working with your parts? Maybe trying to talk to them and setting boundaries. Even if they are harmful they came about to protect you right? If they can see they are not protecting you and are in fact making things worse, perhaps they will be able to restrain just a little? And perhaps upon going in there you can talk to the doctors, let them know your concerns ahead of time so you can come up with a safe plan in case things go wrong, a way to bring you back into control? Or a way for them to restrain only until you are back? They sound like a good hospital, who is rather knowledgable with DID, they should have some plans on dealing with difficult parts
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