I've never told a soul about this, because I've been so ashamed.

I had a crush on my youngest uncle when I was 6th to 7th grade ~ he's 7 years older than I am. At that time, my sister (4 years older than I) told me about how he asked her to be his girlfriend and I was a little jealous. Sick!!

It turned out that this same uncle molested my brother around that time & had been having an incestuous relationship with one of his older brother's for years. Thankfully, I never went past the little fantasies in my mind!