I sure hope there is an "other side", but I have my doubts. I get what it's like to not have much support. My husband used to understand the importance of therapy, but doesn't seem to anymore. I can barely tolerate to be around the majority of our joint friends because I've come to realize they don't give a s*it about me and are bad for my self esteem. So I am very lonely in the world, struggling with trying to overcome the abuse I experienced for so many years from my mother, father, sister and several "friends". I hate myself everyday, wonder why I am still alive, feel like I am worthless, it was my fault, I deserved it, I wanted it, I am disgusting and a whole lot more.

So what I have is my therapy...two therapists who care about me and work hard to help me find myself and keep going. Sadly, sometimes this is all we have.

How can you know if there is an "other side" if you give up.