Thread: Talked with my psychiatrist & now I am feeling..
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Old Jun 21, 2012, 12:30 AM
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The truth is freeing *and* painful.

I went thru this last year as I realized my aunt had hurt me so much. I loved her and trusted her with all my heart, yet never understood why she was like that. She was so venomous (my roommate's words; I agree with that) and I am still coming to terms with how it hurt.

Even in death, her death, I have to separate from her now. Grieving her loss is also grieving her loss when she was around.

thanks,

Billi
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