We have a lot in common. I'll be 26 here in September. I live at home with my mom and that makes me feel terrible. I have been driving though but I get so dizzy by the time I get anywhere I'm having a panic attack. I often forget the day month and year. I'm just utterly alone. I only got out to buy smokes pretty much. or see a therapist. I have been getting better though with therapy. I also slip into these kind of day dreams of another life. or find myself doubting the reality of this one only to snap back and feel disappointed, all I here is get a job get busy... I used to be in school for ems a volunteer when hurricane katrina hit and did all these thing volunteer fire fighter for awhile... miss those days I don't want to be seen in public recognized or talked about. I change my phone number constantly so people cant reach me.. so on and so on.