Thanks a lot for your support guys, it really is helping me out. It's a quarter till 2 and still no cigarette. After lunch I had an intense craving, I actually started looking for my lighter and was getting to walk outside, I think my body has become accustomed to this. I did it though, I got through it by wiping all the chalk off the walls!!........lol....See even my babies are helping a bit. My main goal today is to clean clean clean, take a walk with my babies, exercise, and if I have to eat lots of candy.....at least till this first 24 hours is through.
I can do this, I can do this.........grrrrrrr......I can..but it's hard.
I'm sweating real bad although the ac's on....must be some symptom or something.
Okay, I'm going to clean down stairs, although it's clean, I'll find dirt someplace!!....then all three of us will squeeze in a bath and go for a walk. I'll be leaving my cigarettes behind, I'll have to avoid the laundromat because I stop there to smoke a lot. I can do this.
Even though I sound like a nut, I seriously appreciate your understanding and support....I couldn't do it without.
Just this first 24 hours, that's all I'm asking for...one day at a time!
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