Very interesting........ My panic attacks didn't start until mid way thru my marriage.. They were mild at first, but worse by the time we separated...I can't say I've chosen the symptoms, but I can say the panic attacks could be the result of pent up feelings..... Actually an overload of pent up feelings over many years and bad experiences caught up with me, and I think that is why I crashed and scattered...It was awful.............I don't think i chose to hold the feelings. I think I may have "learned to" hold them in.. or "never learned" how to express bad feellings..

There is one feeling/experience that happens to me i haven't been able to put words to it.. The earliest I can remember it happening was high school... It has happened through out my life at different times... I didn't choose that feeling...Heck I can't even explain it let alone choose it. and I have no control over it.....

The Choice Theory....... Very interesting......