I hate that when shows or books or real events and people get so entangled in our dreams. One has to think what those "symbols"/the actors mean to us, that sort of thing.

Last night I was dreaming my therapist was actually my medical doctor and talking over from my current medical doctor's practice only it was holiday time so very busy and confusing and then it was the next time I saw her and it was just her and me and we could sort things out, what meds I was taking, needed regularly, etc.

But it was so odd that my therapist was in there, I haven't seen her for almost 7 years now. I have been dreaming about her more often recently and I just have to think about that, why now, what she represents, etc.

Where in your actual life are you "getting the formula wrong"? How do you feel watching Grey's Anatomy, those characters? Think back to the last time you watched, what was going on in your life and on the screen and in your behind-the-scenes thinking while you watched?

I've dreamed about mobsters and spies, etc. before; there's a whole thing about them being about law-and-order, control, and its opposites, along with police and the army :-) http://dreamcrowd.com/dream_dictionary/5992/mobsters