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Originally Posted by Gr3tta
Personally, I don't mind reading back and forth threads between two people. Sometimes I might not post if I don't want to throw them off, but I still want to read what they have to say. 
I don't know if this will confuse it further, but alter voices sound like they come from the same place in my head that my own thoughts come from, in terms of how they feel and the resonance inside my head, but they don't sound like my own internal voice. They sound like they originate from the same place, but they are different.
...in re-reading that I'm not sure it will make sense, but maybe it will.
Are you and your T still trying to define whether or not you have DID? Or are you deciding on treatment plans? |
She was trying to determine what type of dissociative disorder it was, or to gather information for the pdoc to do that maybe would be more accurate statement. She says she never deliberately caused me to dissociate but I think she was doing some sort of testing when it happened. I'm sure she wasn't trying to do anything harmful. We've had to go very slow because of prior bad experiences. I was having panic attacks just being in the therapy setting again. I don't see the pdoc because she sets that off and I haven't been able to deal with her. I was having a lot a anxiety with T to start too, but we've got past that. I won't take medication because of prior bad experiences, so it goes slow. We talked about diagnosis very briefly early on but not since. It was a list. The voices are internal and only heard when the Little Girl or the anger one are in control and are indistinct to me. The others have their own way of talking, of moving, their own emotional states which are different than mine.