Hello, Heathery!
You've suffered loses in the past year, known grief, and have had a child. Being susceptible, any
one of those things could push you into a depression. If you have a reserve of energy, please reach out for practical help in your community.
Have you tried
2-1-1?
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.