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Recently, i realize that i am also reluctant to let the pain go. Not because i want to keep suffering, but because it has been a part of me for as long as i can remember. For the part of me that holds pain, it seems like unburdening the pain will leave an empty shell with nothing in it, or that this part of me would disappear.
I feel crazy typing this, and maybe i am not even making sense
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No. Not crazy. Or, if you are, I am the same kind of crazy. I feel
exactly the same way. Like these memories and pains are just a part of who I am. Who would I be if I didn't have them? I can't even imagine.